simply making wrong judgement

for those who do not know me well, please do not simply jump into conclusion that I'M A BITCH! well, screw you! what makes you think i care about what you think of me? you're NOT a saint yourselves! so hush. do not go around spreading false alarms about me. even though i might be a bit BAD but who are you to judge? why do you care? that's strictly my business. what a busybody! so what if i did things i shouldn't have done. it's up to GOD to judge and punish me. NOT YOU! gosh! what a pain! what did you tell to the others? i talked BIG? well, at least i have something to be proud of! is that a crime? if it is, so SUE ME IF YOU CAN! people are laughing at me? where? didn't see that coming. HAHA. stop making up stories lah, you & your slutty hanger-ons! pity you ALOT lah. you don't even realize how much hatred of other people are devoted for you. they pretend that they like you & act nice in front of you but what do you know behind you? so, hush hush. correct your own life before correcting my life. well, i'm sorry, are you seeking for 5 minutes of fame? do you get paid selling stories about me? i hope you do cause you've worked hard digging stories about me. JOB WELL DONE, BITCHES!

gosh! it's a good thing that i've come to my senses that you were not like what i thought you were.

i don't know what have you become. after breaking up with her, you've turned into someone i don't know anymore. what have i done? i just don't understand. is it because of her? i know you regret the decision you've made. but what's up with the mood swing? everytime i wish to call & talk to you, you always come out with excuses not to talk. how can i understand if you don't let me? things can't be corrected if you don't do something with it. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, HUBBY! i've searched high & low for my happiness but my happiness is with you. but if you're not happy with me, how can i be happy? i'm done with arguing. i'm tired. this relationship that we have will not last long if you don't come clean now. soon it gets harder & harder to fix. *sigh* why can't we be like before? why must you turn this relationship into a nightmare? does this relationship even meaningful to you? you tell me you love me but why do i feel that you don't? i'm trying... trying... and still trying... how much longer do you think i can try to stay? cause at the end of the day, one of us will leave if we don't fix things up QUICK! so please. WORK WITH ME! ='(